Update - 04/2013

You know what they say, when you can't sleep, blog. ;)

This is just a general update about moi hehe.

Well, I managed a full afternoon of college on Wednesday!!! :D First time of managing to attend any type of education in 3 years!! So it was an amazing achievement!! I am doing counselling skills level 2 course, and I go with my lovely friend Tori. :) The course I am doing is 10 weeks long, and it includes an hour long exam, a practical assessment and 1,500 word assignment. Its only once a week, for a whole afternoon. Only been one week so far, but really enjoying it.

I managed to go out for lunch today (19th April), and managed a little look round a few shops. I brought a lovely hair bow, and had a yummy jacket potato with cheese and red onion marmalade in it! Was delicious.

This weekend my fiance is going to be 18!! :D Can't believe I've been with him since he was 14!! Time goes so quickly. I love him very much.

I've become addicted to The Secret Life of the American Teenager. I love Amy & Ricky the best, but also love Adrien & Ben.

Music wise, I have a new love for 3 Days Grace, Rosi Golan and Olin and the Moon.

My health isn't good still, symptoms seem to keep getting worse but am keeping a smile upon my face and trying to continue having fun.

I went to the Children's hospital last week, and had to have an utlrasound of my ankle done, and more blood tests for my rheumatologist who is trying to figure out if I have lupus or whatever. Haha. All gets a bit confusing ;)

Thats about it, nothing much else happening in the life of me. :P

To any of you who are suffering, hope that things improve for you and that you all keep fighting.
And to my mummy, sister & fiance, daddy, brother, nanny and my best friends, I just want to say thanks for always being there for me. Means the world to me.

So thats all for now. Take care.

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xoxox.

Looking on the brightside of life! :)

Hey all - I know i've already done one blog today, but this one is about me :)

I have been achieving some great things recently, despite feeling worse. I have finally learnt to enjoy things and do things no matter how poorly I'm feeling because I'm going to be just as poorly if I'm at home in bed or if I am out having fun! And out having fun is much nicer! :)

So thinking back a couple weeks...
I managed to see Hansel and Gretel Witch Hunters at the cinema with my lovely Mummy! And we had Ben & Jerry's create your own core ice-creams! Which were super nice, and the movie was amazing! LOVED IT! <3
I've been out for tea a couple of times with my fiance which was really lovely... Each time I had my favourite - Chicken hot rocks with onion rings and chips! I also managed to go out for lunch with my fiance! Which was lovely.
I tried a big doughy pretzel for the first time ever! It was delicious and was covered in Nutella spread! NOM! :D
I managed to go for a little walk around New Look and Boots with my lovely Mumma.
I went to a party and even managed a little dance! :) This is a BIG acheivement.

I've had some lovely times recently. And don't get me wrong, I am feeling awful all the time, and I get payback from having fun, but I am making lots of lovely memories. You only live once, right?
I have days which are just spent in bed but not many, I am trying to stay strong and be brave! And live my life as much as I can!

Thanks for all the support from all my family, fiance and friends. (Especially from my mama - Love you mama!<3)

Just a quick blog to let my friends who are struggling exceptionally lots right now that I am thinking of them always and that I am always here for them! Some are in hospital :( Some of them are having massive flare-ups with their M.E! :( And some are just generally struggling! I hate that all of them are suffering so much. 

So. . . Rachel H, Jodie, Katie, Issy, Kate, Sophie, Alex, Clare, Rachel R, Charlotte, Amber, Kim, Clare, Alice, Adele, Rosie, Rosie, Toni, Ally, Anni, Beth, Louise, Giorgia, Kirstin, Dannie, Rose, Amber, Dani, Sophie, Becca, Rachel G, Mumma and my beautiful sister, Fifi. . . (And all of my other poorly friends!) I am sending you ALL massive hugs, and so much love and loads of magic fairy dust to help things improve.  I am always here for you all and always will be, never forget that! :) Stay strong, never give up, and don't ever stop smiling your beautiful smiles! Things will improve, this storm won't stay forever! It will pass, and the sun will be shining again, before you know it! :)

Love you all! You are all amazing and such inspirations to me! 

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